this post is dedicated to someone i care lots i noe dat u are very disappointed in me i noe i noe i noe and i am very sorry my dear .. i noe dat my stupidity make u worry lots .. i noe dat u have some day off from ur coll .. and ur coming back .. am really happy bout dat but i duwan to let u see my fucking stupid blahh face .. i keep hiding from u but todayy when u call .. and u found out everything .. am seriously sad .. i dunno wat to say .. i dunno wat to do .. the hour u gave me .. i was sad every second .. but when i saw u i was happy for a little moment cuz after u went to uni this is the moment am waiting for but i screwed it all up .. i noe this is wat i get for doing all those stuffs .. and i really think i deserve it .. my bad image to u .. and how u look at me in the future .. but i seriously hope dat u still treat me the same like last time .. but i noe it aint goin to happen .. i really duwan to lose you in my life .. i promise u dat i will stop and i will stop .. u dont have to give me a week or wat .. i will stop right away .. maybe dat u wont believe or wat but i am not gonna touch it anymore .. every promise i made to u will always in my heart .. and i will never break it .. i care a lot that how u think of me and i really really do .. but for now .. i dun think dat words can convince u i will prove it to u me sweetheart .. i will i will i will ..
